No Doubt

I just got off the phone with Chris. (In light of our conversation, I think it's okay to reveal his name here.) He loves me. There's no doubt now in my mind. And I love him. All of the little demons that tormented me over the last few hours are revealed for what they truly are, namely, my own fears and insecurities. What a courageous, pure-hearted man he is! I'm ashamed of the wild things that were traipsing through my brain. No matter. In the light of love, those things have lost their power and I will no longer be plagued with them. We still have some things to face together, but I know now we have a chance to beat those things because we will be doing just that: facing them together. It's 3:30 am. How can I sleep now?