A Quiet Space to Be Real

I can't post this on social media. This blog has been dormant long enough that it's a safe space to say things like this out loud and it'll still just be to myself. 

I'm having a really hard time doing anything. Holding on to hope is a struggle. The big hits that just haven't let up have knocked me to my knees. (And yes, I pray while I'm down there.) I should be up and doing something right now and I'm still in bed. I haven't been this immobilized by depression in a long time. 

Typing out this post is working a little magic, though. I guess it's the mirror I needed to put my face back on. Gotta keep the face up!